it has been a while since i've posted something. partly because i haven't found anything blog worthy or i simply just forgot about it. lol fail. but since i'm bored and i remembered...might as well.
i got a haircut yesterday. =) yay short hair. hmm should get some headbands? but anyways...i finally finished making kon. not the best looking one but he is done and i've started a new project. i learned how to knit. thanks eva! =D and i saw knitting stuff at daiso yesterday so i bought it and i have started to make my very first scarf :] i hope it turns out well. and that i will finish it before it starts to get warm again. but yea i miss people. even thought i'm back in the bay i haven't really go the chance to hang out with people. its depressing. but oh well. what can i do about it if i can't go out of the house for reasons outside of myself. <3
 
deformed kon and hair cut :D

so i finally got my bike :) i rode it around my court about 10+ times and man did i feel like crap afterwards. i felt so tired and out of shape. a had those noodle legs for a good half hour, walking up the stairs was killer. ><. and my financial aid finally got put in and now i don't have to look at the daunting number that i had to owe for school. but i think that it's finally starting to hit me. with my move in day 5 days away. there are people that i probably will never see again after graduating high school. there are people that i never want to see again after high school ended. but most importantly are the people that i want to see again. the people that i'm already starting to miss. people that i've already started to miss since we all graduated in june. but i think it's starting to hit me and its hitting hard. there people that i want to see again, just to hang out or just to enjoy their company, but i know that i'll be lucky to even see them at least once a year now. and there the people that i don't want to leave. people that have helped me become who i am today. but it hurts so bad cause i won't be able to see some of them as much or even at all know. and i know that its all a part of life. people come into your life, they change you (whether it's good or bad), and they leave your life. and i know that i wasn't exactly close with some of the people that i'm already starting to miss, they've left life changing and unforgettable impressions on me. you all are unbelievably incredible. and dont' you dare let anyone tell any one of you otherwise.
i'll never forget how you're mom yelled at me and how we bonded after we finally met in sixth grade.
i'll never forget how you said "it's ok its money" that one monday in bio
i'll never forget how hard working you were with things that you cared about, and you're extreme love for orange
i'll never forget how you would scream at practically everything
i'll never forget how we used to sing elmo's world in eighth grade in science, i'm sorry that i couldn't make it to your graduation in the end
i'll never forget that summer we spent in berkeley for pca
i'll never forget how you yelled at me for doing english homework at lunch
i'll never forget how you would stay up late with me and all the times you cock blocked creepers, or guys in general :)
i'll never forget how you told me about the south park episode about kayne west and gay fish and how you always had the ability to brighten up my day when it felt incredibly hard
i'll never forget how you would threaten to beat people up people that made me upset
i'll never forget how you always knew just exactly what to say at the right time
i'll never forget how you asked liz to borrow her credit limit
i'll never forget how you kept me from freaking out and running away during the scholarship dinner
i'll never forget how you always have everyone's back and how incredible gifted you are with music
i'll never forget how we would have those heart to hearts at the most random moments
and i'll never forget how each and everyone of you, even if you aren't mentioned, how incredibly remarkable you each are in you're own way. you all have changed my life in unimaginable ways. you've left me with incredible memories and hilarious inside jokes that still crack me up till this day. i love you guys. and hopefully we can stay in touch and be able to see each other way more than once a year. leave you're winter breaks open, lets hang out sometime soon. you can't believe how hard it is for me to get through this. i keep having to stop cus i can't see what i'm typing through the tears. i love you guys <3

so i just watched the second episode of the new show Glee. and i must say it is awesome. =D and the music covers of songs they do one the show are really good. at least the ones they've done so far. lol it made me realize the lyrics in take a bow are really good or at least amusing...and anyways now its stuck in my head.